*The world Degenerates. Our Lord Everlasting.
*If the Lord leaves me, i will leave the World.
Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed —
in a flash, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed.
For the perishable must clothe itself with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality.
When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come true: "Death has been swallowed up in victory."
1Cor 15:51-54 NIV
The world cannot give me eternal happiness. Perhaps even those who are ''supposed'' to not be of the world.
Therefore the only thing keeping me happy, and to some extent....alive...Would be the Lord my God.
Probably an important lesson somewhere here. People will only make you happy for a brief while. But the Lord is evermore eternal. The world Degenerates. Our Lord Everlasting.
Today wake up....late sia!! kana insomnia then cannot sleep ahh!! then my mummy go bring me to eunos mrt. then we eat breakfirst. then nicholas and the rest come.
Then when everyone has reached the designated meeting point. we all set out to take the bus to east coast. After we have reached, we gathered at a spot and had a briefing from Gordon.......
He said that we are split into 6 groups, im with cherlynn.....stephenie...and amadea's friends whose name i have forgotten :P with luke as our leader!! wohoo!! We have to give out tracks to the people in east coast to spread the gospel!! :D
then we walk walk give give, then found out that the other groups have already given the tracks. STEAL OUR ONE LOR!!! :P
then finish, we go subway eat a foot long sub! haha, no la, we split it. i ate 6 inch, and the other was split in 2.
after lunch, it rained, and our activities were in jeoperdy!! so we played some indoor ice breaker games. after the sky cleared, we sent to cycle to mount sini, or sinai or whatever!!!
then finish i super tired, then go beach watch the waves cause gana headache from cucling for 1.5 hours!!
finish we go suntec eat dinner. i nelson and joel eat at food court, then josh and luke accompany us. the rest go eat at pastamania @.@ rich sia.
Hey yall!! i was ''pusuaded'' by Hui Ling to update today :S ya... bad girl right!! haha joking.
ANYWAY! today zong hua came to my house at 8.00 am. I woke up at 9.00 am. he was pissed off....... i said hi he became happy again..... weird much?
Then after that. LEON TAY!! suddenly come my house for no reason... =.='' damn weird lor....in the morning so many people come...then my grandpa angry haha.
after that we go school for choir practise at 11++++
leon go home cause he cant sing.
zong hua go buy coke....then make us miss the bus!! then we late by 40 mins teacher busy nvr see us haha :P
then sing sing finish liao go home. saw sean....*vomitted* haha joking.
go home....saw my sis....and her maple bf in her room....i wonder how many ex she got this year......50++?
then use com...listen music blah blah blah.....go MSN then this HUI LING go ''pursuade'' me update blog...
THE END!! :D
The truth hurts, but it also prevents us from achieving our dreams.
back blogging from some long day at work. i mean school.
Nothing much today. ss=test O.o class test la. not counted in exam. *phew* Maths=crash course on indices. i finally understand!! most of it anyway..... =.= phy=boring boring boring blah blah blah. dunno why teacher always sweat so much. eng=blah blah blah english test finish la still go class for what!! MT=daydream about you. haha assembly=listen to the plans competition. all the judges blovking sia, cannot see. GO MAC!! haha so funny leh you.
blah blah blah. todday is a bad day. still cannot see you.
Alright guys and gals.....BRI is back, and better then eva!
Recently im plagued by an addiction, an addiction to my heart. Just like any other addiction, i yearn for....and want to be with.....missing that......head over heels with......crying over.....that person. YES....that person. its a person, not a thing. not a game * which rots your mind* not a bag, or book, or song, or website but, a person.
All i think about is you....90% of my mind is focusing on you and only you, the 10% is EVERYTHING else.
i can only see you on saturdays and sundays....during church. but theres no church this sat so.....i dont see how im gonna survive since im like this on monday already.... :(
Texting you, calling you, just aint enough. i wanna be with you!! Bah.....but you probably dont like me. as always. History just repeats itself. NO one ever likes me. as in EVER!! cause im ugly!! thats the truth you cannot deny. but you aint ugly. uglyness shoo away from you and runs to me like an ugly magnet.
ADDICTION!! Your my drug!!
Well....what happened yesterday.........
Went to church ate lunch went to cell group study chemistry...eeeee then went home...no food so went out with my MUMMY!! eat dinner at Sakae Sushi!! *its fake sushi anyway*
Youth service was great!! paster James Singh ROCKS!!! but i prefer paster matt!!! to those whom i asked but refused, YOUR LOSS it is. for thou have forsaken thy lord god. The god that loveth unto thee, but whos love has not been accepted by you!!!
yaya sat what you want blah blah blah, but the fact still reamains, it is your loss, one of my friend is already regretting, you dont regret cause you dont love him, you put your faith in the wrong place,
Faith=beleving without proof
*brian is thinking why he wrote that, but doesnt really care why* *that refers to all of the above except the wohoo*
Sunday had reunian dinner.....but before that. My uncle thought me more about playing the guitar. and im actualy getting the hang of it.
then had the reunian dinner. talk talk eat eat drink drink. then go home, my sickening cousin there, He is still "acting" cool since eons ago. Didnt give a damn about him, talk with my other two cousins blah blah. watch them gamble, my maid won 100 bucks from 1 doller. And my dad was the banker. no need to pay her one month salery liao haha.
Then today Went to my auntie/uncle house, cause they want to teach me how to make lasagne!! WOHOO!! But before that. They thought me how to play...............
:) yay!! i know how to play mahjong liao!! :D
Then we made lasagne....now
THE MASTER!!!
THE APPRENTICE!!!
THE OVEN MAIDEN!!
THE PHOTOGRAPHER!!
The Ingrediants
Then we cut the Green pepper
Then the carrots
Blah blah blah cut cut cut.......talktalk
Boiling the macaroni
Shit....forgot the word to describe this action
The sauce in the sauce pan
The macaroni in the whatcha-call-it
Then put the mozzerlla cheese on it plus the sauce
Then is went into the oven.........
..........and turned out wonderfully extrodinary fragrently exotic!!
:D
DID I MENTION........they have a pair of really cute RABBITS!! :D
I'm sorry nicholas if i rammed you too hard... I'm sorry nicholas if i spelt your name wrong I'm sorry chin Hean that what ever i did this morning hurt you I'm sorry if that "cut" got infected I'm sorry if you have to go to the doctor I'm sorry if i seemed kinda violent lately I'm sorry if i gave you attitude I'm sorry if i ignored you I'm sorry that i'm moody also I'm sorry that this apology dedication is so long
There, if you guys have any issues with me, feel free to throw a punch. Just not at the face, hair, head and/or anal areas.
And........i really really really am sorry................
yo yo yo, im so happy!! ask me why!! no la, just kiding
Monday:cell group Tuesday:tuition Wednesday:Choir Thursday:Choir Friday:free!! Saturday:youth service Sunday:church
So basically, im busy everyday cept friday. :) And you were wrong Ed, ITS FUN!! I am finally not rotting at home with mindless video games. Yup!! i said it!! mindless video games!! And that is also part of the reason why i am starting to NOT hang out with you guys.....not sure who those guys are yet....but its definately those who play video games to much.
Chin Hean!! hope you make the right decision!! you know what i mean right!!
Dawn!! I will bring you to church soon!! dont worry you backslider!! i will help you straighten your back!!
Oh! and a few more pointers....
Teens hate it when they are being bossed around.....*this means you parents!!* Teens also hate the word NO and Wrong *this also means you parents*
i dunno about those......but.........thats what i hate anyway......parents parents parents.....NO i meant Parents read it!! I DONT HATE PARENTS!! dont get the worng idea!! *Ed*
One more thing......STOP JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS DAMNIT!!
Life has been sucked outa me, the once happy cheerful, fun, dumb person is gone, in its place....a dark void. You will se no more jumping around, fooling, joking, or anyother form of the word..........fun
The drums of defeat sore the sky, as crows and vultures descend to feast on the deaceased. Through deafeat, was caused by one man, and one man alone....was at war, with the world.
As the bright morning star rises, he arrived at camp. He was no inmate, but treated like one, he was. It has been months since he'd seen the face of an angel. And this morning, he will finally be able to look upon the face of one. As the sound of drums sound of the time for assembly, his heart trembles, shakes, twists and stirs as he awaits for his angel. Announcements were made to signify where tribes should assemble, but all he could hear, was the drumming of anticipation....
There....an angel stood, along side a carnation. Talking, communicating through common languages. But he just stoned, unable to move. Zombified, he finally turned away. Tears flowing like great ice-caps melting. As he couldnt bare to see a glorious jewel, so beutifull and subtle, be sold to someone else......
While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Yo, first day of school was a blast....WAS a blast, untill our form teacher came....*nightmare* he expects everything to be perfect...example...
Boy: *laughs* Teacher: boy, later explain to me why you are laughing....
Weird right!! plus, he teached in a prison before....so i'll have to expect to be treated like an inmate or so. there were some other things, but....dont wanna embarase him or anything.
Recess was fun, met up with loads of people....for a few seconds anyway.
Was hungry all day, cause SOMEONE released us late for recess.....then released us late after school
Better take a picture of my *awsome* hair before i cut it
There was somebody i hoped to see, at least have a glance at.....but that person, i could not find. probably on duty somewhere.
Man dude, yesterday was the best last day ever, and the best day ever and the best last day that turn into the first day day ever!! weeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
First of....i finally watch TWILIGHT!!!!!!! YAY!! *crowd applause* Thanks to Shereen and Tere so that i wouldnt have to watch alone :) After that went to eat KFC. ate that cheesy melts whatever. keep forgetting names.
After that, we folow Tere go bukit gombak get her skirt back, man, that shop is really messy and weird. and messy.
then sat down do nothing...................then Tere and Shereen went home, i went to the church for countdown, Service was fun!!
Sat down, stand up sing song, sat down listen to testimony, stand up sing song shake hand, sat down listen to more testimonies, stand up pray sing song, sit down listen to the last few testimonies, stand up sing song....something something, dunno how to describe that....then
5..........................4....................3....................2................1...........BOOM!! the world has entered a whole new year, as 2009ians, we must not.....do....bad...stuff??
Man, too lazy to take pictures.....
Good bye hair, really nice hair that sits on my not so nice face. Hope i can be with you for a few more days before Mr Adam catches me, OR Mr Leong......ESPECIALLY Mr Leong.......Mr Adam wouldnt check but Mr Leong will..............bum bum bummmmm * angels sing out in an immacurate chorus*
Well, i found out some things these last few days, but before i say any of that....
This was the first time i was sad, during christmas....partially because i aint in jakarta.....partially because i wasnt celebrating it with people who i want to celebrate with, *although i dont think i'll ever celebrate it with said person* And some other third thing.
Well, i also found out that people celebrate christmas for nothing. Why do people celebrate christmas?
A. Celebrate the birth of jesus
B. Just for presents
C. you havent thought about it but just celebrate it for the presents
B. some other other forth thing
If you choose A, then....you got the date wrong, he wasnt born on that day, why? cause the bible says so.
8And there were shepherds livingout in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. 9An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. 12This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger."
It would be cold during december, and the sheperds wouldnt be that stupid to be outside tending the sheep.
So, we are actually celebrating on the wrong day. But the bible....being so SO holy and stuff, didnt say when he was born, only when he died.....Ironic
But it kinda makes sense though.
What is more important? Death, Or Birth?
BIRTH You are born, with no name...nothing
DEATH You die, and where you go depends on how you lived. If you lived in Faith, your death is better then you birth. If you lived in fear, you lived for nothing.
i cant really explain it to you from here but....yea...go interpret it yourself.
Also, god does not condemn people without giving them a chance to be saved. Some point in your life, you will have a decision. To learn more about him, or cast away that chance. THIS could be your chance. Might not be the last, only HE knows. Even if you dont want to learn, he still loves you, and cant bear to destroy your soul, and that it why you are sent to hell, instead of having your spirit being torn to shreds and spatten back into the unknown void.
A good name is better than fine perfume; and the day of death better than the day of one's birth.
So...this is a recallection of past events....bum dum bum bummmm
FIRST!! There was a camp.....in a galaxy not so far away, in fact, we're in it. Camp was FUN!! weeee!! too bad we came in last though BUT it was FUN!! YUP!! just three letters, one word to sum it all up. F=Fantastic U=Unpredictable N=Narly Dude
Then there is this christmas eve party, which i was so lasy about, i didnt really invite anyone, so its made up of my sisters friends, neighbours wich were also my friends...blah blah blah....dont really care bout parties, just the food...and frinks....oo especially the drinks yup. My dog was kinda crazy, running here and there. eating food on the floor that sorta stuff.
NO PICTURES!! YUP!! Cant be bothered by it!! seeing as there was nothing to interesting happening....same old same old
*sigh* it seems like a lifetime since i've had christmas. it also seems like a lifetime since i've seen your face. though its been just 2 months. dont know bout you but i know two people who misses you. bet you missed one of them. though i havent heard of him since the hols came.
i wonder.....if i can come....and fly from here to there. see your face one more time. but it will never fill the hunger. but at least i can feed it.
i still dream of you, more than i dream of world domination years ago. you must think im stupid, a nobody, wondering why im even talking to you at times. i know you have him, but at least we can be friends.....at least you reply to me.
But i hope one day...that you will to talk to me, and i will reply, with a thousand smiles
A day without you is like when the sun stops shining
like when the wind stops whistling
and the leaves stop bristling
The flowers lose its fragrance
and the sky turns dull abd gray
A day without you is like when the stars stop glistning
and is sparking no more
But the moment you come
they dance across the night sky
and lines out a picture of us
being together for eternity
Poem by: BRI
Its a poem not a song FYI.
OK! today went out with.....chin hean, pei jun, vivian, shahir, hui min, rai quan, zhen sing (no bloody idea how to spell your name), annabel and MR WILLIAM!!
we go westmall to watch WILD GIRL, eat ( mr william only!! haha!! we all just sit and talk) Dudes go arcade Dudettes go library, i solo go yellow see pendents/necklace then everyone go library.
then we go main entrance....say bye, bye bye, goodbye....then chin hean, zhen sing, MR WILLIAM and i go eat mos burger. after MR WILLIAM go back... we three........GO WATCH MOVIE AGAIN!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
We watch Berverly hills chihuahua!! that chihuahua looks damn like mine!!! except mina isnt a landscaper.
welllllll thats all! folks!
Each time i am remembered about you, a thousand swords stab my heart as it screams for your name, and urges to talk to you.
Heya guys, right, bout my sis.........she's actually okay, except when shes got an attitude. esspecially when she's talking on msn with *ahem* other then that, she's good, Cool really isnt a good word but ok,......maybe half cool.
Dan: Housten! we gota problem!!
Housten: what is it dan?
Dan: Ground control couldn't stop them!!
Housten: Stop what?
Dan: no idea.....
Housten: Stop kidding around dan!
Dan: i meant i have no idea what they are!
Housten: oh
Mcdonalds: hello this is mcdonalds may i take your order?
Housten: what!?!
Dan: oh i would like a big mac with....
Housten: DAN!! stop kidding around! why did you call mcdonalds?
Dan: i didn't. but lets just make use of it?
Housten: Get lost mcdonalds personal. how did they even get in the comm system?
KFC: hi! welcome to kentucky fried chicken, how may i help you?
Housten: shit, we'd better get a new com link system.
Dan: can i have the......
Housten: dan!
Dan: nevermind.
Housten: get lost your tresspassing on millitary property!
Dan: this is military property?
Housten: well, we are in the military right?
Meanwhile, while Dan and housten are talking, the No ideas have begun destroying the summer palace garden in the summer plalace. And thats how the summer palce garden got destroyed, the third time.
Yes, i know, that was completely retarded. and long. and weird. and whatever.
I'll post the beijing pictires next time, too weak now, ok ok, im kidding. im just too lazy. My dads gonna get me a 360 fo X-mas!! yup, its i spinning thngy that can turn around 360 degrees!! nah, just kidding. bout that spinning thingy.
Love will blossom with care and concern, but if not handled properly, will wither.
china was fun, wish could stay there forever.....why you ask? so i could get away from my friggin sis.
i'd rather eat dumplings then see her dumb face. wait, let me rephrase that, i'd rather eat chinese dumplings everyday for my whole friggin life then see even a picture of her.
anyway, i might stay at chin heans house for day, or two, maybe forever......or untill she gets married to her bloody boyfriend.
why i hate my bloody sis? she's a retard, no-good, fier fek, mongrel, dunbass, bitch, freak, stupid, idiotic, bantha poodo, and any other things you can think of. if she continues, she will be the first person i say **** to.
Anyway, im back. Duh
Sigh, miss you all right now, and im rotting at home......save me
Bon voyage, Adios, Syonara, Arividenchi, Zai jian, bye, bye bye, good bye, farewell, so long......SUCKERS!!!! Ok thats directed to my sister.
Yes, i hate you to.
Ok, going of to china soon, gonna go off, on a trip, to china, thats on a plane, which......is.....heading.....to....China?
Yea.......gonna miss you........NO not you people you have been pestering and hounding me day and night......gonna miss you because of the hollidays.....
So, im like, gonna go to china soon......some where in xi'an and beijing......which is in this planet, which is in this solar system, which is in the milky way (OH NO MILK!!!!) which is in some galaxy far far away........
Okay..........that was weird.
Shoo, really weird star wars logo which i have no idea where it came from......
Now for the real post......Yesterday was out buying stuff for that trip to xi'an, beijing in china. Bought an overcoat thingy, or was it a jacket? A pair of long johns, (2 shirts and 2 pants) 2 sweaters, gloves, a really russion looking army hat thingamagig. and someother thing......
I just have to becareful not to drink milk.....Yup......or i would die.....So we must give all our milk to.............
Yes you guessed it.....Zhong Hua!! (and of course im coming to your funeral, if theres free stuff of course)
Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.
(it's not a Simile! God, remind me never to say Simile again! Shit, just said it)
Man, i love lasagna! La-sa-nea (for dunbasses use only)
Come on dude! we're going fly fishing! Grabs fishing poles and a plane.......
Who lives in a take out box on the sea floor? Spongebob Squarepants! Who loves his something washing and always want more? Spongebob Squarepants! Strong chinese army, something you wish... Spongebob Squarepants! Then stop asking questions and get back to work!!!
I suggest you turn the music off before watching unless your a dumbass........YAY!
And now.........something i will never achive and never say.............
Anyone know how to cure hallucinations? Cause i think i am......hallucinating........and........oh nevermind............
Why am i in this school anyway......its not even on my list of schools that i want to go to.......not the first or second or third or fourth or fith or even the sith.....not one is yusof ishak school of hell. (sorry teachers, i dont mean you or the principle or dm)
I'd rather be in ............dont know any suckier schools.....
its like im forced to suffer, born to suffer, live to suffer, die to suffer, love to suffer, hate to suffer.....sulphuric acid......
by the way.....i asked my self not to eat or whatever i just said last time. (if you were wonderING)
OKAY! i get your bloody point dude. I wont bother you or her, I wont even eat at recess, wait, I wont even go down for recess. Happy? no? Then i wont even go to that basketball court. Still not happy? Then i will stay away from you, A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.......What? Still not happy? then what you want? isolation? Fine, i wont even talk to her on MSN happy? Well of course your happy. Just DONT TALK TO ME!! your just making it worst.......By the friggin way, i Gave Up a long time ago in a galaxy far far far far away. Just not completely.....But now you want me to? Comepletely? fine. No questions asked. Just demands. STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME, I JUST CANT STAND IT. So to some it all up for you dudes and dudets, DONT TALK TO ME. And if i call you PP, It's actually directed to me, so dont take it hard. Cept me. And IF AND IF YOU TALK TO ME, I WILL PERSONALLY RIP YOUR LUNGS OUT AND LET YOU SUFFOCATE TO DEATH, ONLY TO STEP, JUMP, AND SPIT ON YOUR ROTTING CORPSE.
Okay, dudes, i am saying this for your own good, Please dont talk to me cause i feel like killing something, like slashing and shooting away at something or other. Something to realese anger i gues but....
pp= Pathetic Person Love is an illusion, Friendship is Forsaken, Hate is to be human, Death will come no matter what you do. Life is eternal for the soul is eternal.
This is completely pointless in all aspects of forgeting. Forget means not remembering a subject or object, topics and items alike. Honestly, Either god doesn't know the meaning of the word forget, or he doesn't want me to forget. Even on Hari raya (happy hari raya to all malays ), i cant, know why? know why? Cause i was busy watching a movie on the television (its a cartoon movie thingy). oh, and when i started to watch, it was about to end. so i did not know what show it was untill i saw the characters, and one of' them, looked just like her. The movie is well known every where. quite popular too. By none other than disney. Just, why did disney made their character look so much like her? I dont know. Coincidence? i hope so. And shut up zhong hua, stop talking bout crap. This aint no movie, its real life. Stuff like that never happens in real life. So if your through giving me your ameatuer answers, just let me rot and suffer and die.........
Hey, umm, i've been thinking these past few days. ( sorry, no mood for jokes) And i dont think fate wants me to be with you, (or maybe its you who doesnt want to be with me). And i also think the only reason i'm on this world is to live and suffer and die. you would say of course not but, your not meant to live and suffer then die. Every time it seemed so close, like i could touch you, it just slips away.......every time, i tried to talk to you, you talk to that other guy. every..........Oh and not to mention the OTHER bad things happening. (eventhough i cant remember) maybe i just dont want to remember. I cant bear to even look at your face, why? Jealousy? maybe......or maybe more. They were right, the heart never lies, but it sure as hell doesn't give the truth to you. you have to open your eyes, and i saw what i wanted to see, wanted to get.....wanted to have, but can never have it. If your happy, i might be happy, Yes. I'll just have to live with the pain. And hopefully, i dont have to see you again, and forget about you.
HEY dudes and dudets! i for got my bloody (not really bloody) watch today, so i had to draw one.....but it looked stupid, so in ART (BUM BUM BUMMM) MY FRIEND ( not really close but still friend) opted for oblivion! Nah he just said he wanted to paint it to....i dont really know, Maybe he's gay?
Our very sweet (not handsome) very nice (not handsome) very talented (not handsome) model......(victim) ME!!! (Still not handsome)
And YES it is drawn then painted, It is not REAL!! even though it looks like it.
hopefully i remember to bring my REAL watch tomorow so i wont have to draw another one and get it PAINTED AGAIN WEEEEE!!!! (psst its fun) Huh? what?
Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into friend.
Artist: Chris Tomlin
Album: Arriving
Track: Holy Is The Lord
We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing
Chorus:
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory
We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He
And together we sing
Everyone sing
(Chorus)
It's rising up all around
It's the anthem of the Lord's renown
(repeat)